I completely understand… I seem to have been doing the same level of clearing back in late August/early September, so much grief was released, I couldn’t believe the enormity of it all, and I’m a girl who is used to delving and clearing! It felt like 5% was current (from this life) and the rest was coming from deep in my soul, and there was no stopping it, was totally futile to resist!
So, if you’re struggling and it’s all too much…
First of all remember that you’re not alone, masses of people are going through similar stuff at the moment, they just might not be talking about it!
Remember that its not too much and never can be… you’ve chosen to come into this amazing life to experience this time, so it’s all perfect. You can do it!!!
Remember that it’s OK to feel rubbish and admit it – don’t beat yourself up, please! We’re all perfect and the process is perfect (perfect isn’t a state of not feeling or showing emotion, or not being vulnerable – perfect is being real and living in the moment).
Remember that this is a blessing (a gift in really bad, really tacky, torn wrapping that’s been used so many times it’s covered in icky stained sticky tape with bits of fluff attached to it!), but what’s inside is golden and shiny. Yep a blessing… imagine how you’ll feel once this big stuff has shifted… AMAZING!
Thinking back to my August/September grief clearing time (what a time!), since then I feel so free, I don’t have the attachments I had before (to where I live, what I do, what the future holds etc), I feel free and open to what comes, I feel like the world is my oyster the choices are entirely mine. You have that to look forward to, woohoo!!!! Of course I’m still working on stuff and healing stuff but it’s nowhere near as big.
Remember that help is at hand, I love doing this work!!! But I’m not the only one ready, willing and able to help. There’s a bevy (but not the type you’d find in a bar) of healers like me who have done their big clearing just that little bit ahead of you in order to be ready to help you! We’re ready and waiting with open arms. If ever you’re going to ask for help, now’s the time.
It might take just a healing session, some remedies as well possibly but because the deep digging has been done by the energy of the moment, the icky stuff is sitting ready to clear, you might just need that helping hand (and some willingness of course). And if it’s too much to fit in, remember there’s the option of phone/skype/e-mail consultations and some distance healing… hoorah for technology!
Make the most of this opportunity, of this icky, sticky, dark time… with a little help, you’ll emerge with a new sense of freedom… promise!